I’ve always known light shines thru me, but I still thought of its source as separate from any part of me. Only in the last month did I learn that I am that light. During that intense weekend where we either asked ourselves “Who am I?” or “What am I?” we did these exercises called dyads. Here is a link if you want more info, https://www.pathofheart.us/. As I struggled to put into words Who am I; I realized I can only experience it as I’m willing. Words are not really going to describe it. But at one point the words “I am the light that I shine” fell out of my mouth and that was profound for me. Some more of the separation between material and spiritual slipped away. Still I know I’m not the creator of the unique blend of light that shines through me. Definitely and thankfully there is something greater than me. But I am an expression of the creator. I am that unique blend that was created. I currently have at least one Omega aspect that expresses on this Earth physically, mentally and emotionally and has a sense of identity. And I have an Alpha aspect that I refer to as spiritual, that is pure awareness. This Omega aspect, which is conscious in the physical is learning more and more about this Alpha aspect of pure awareness. In my mind and beliefs and feelings, the gap is becoming smaller and smaller.